Dum Dee Dum... I am not a super hero neither am i spiderman. I am going to save the world... like as if you would believe. I am a maniac. I came from an outer space which is filled with water. I learn swimming at the age of zero.I wail like a cry baby. I crawl like spiderman, i fly like superman, i drive like batman. I live in wonderland. Rugrats is my friend, so is peter pan.
Hey its been awhile i didnt wrote anything on my blog cause i was worried about my result so right now i pass im a little bit upset with my aggregrate...but on the day itself i have to choose 6 school not only me but the whole P6 have too so my 1 choice i pick the nearest its Pei Hwa i like that school and is fun my 2 choice is Bowen Sec i like that school becoz of the band but that doesnt mean that i want to go to the school becoz of the band.....they have more adventure things but my mistake was i thought i wanna put bowen as my first choice but its too late hmmmmm what to do....anywayz my 3 choice was Compassvale i have no idea y i choose that school not becoz that i dont want its just that its not suitable for me to go to the school....So any of the compassvale students i mean the seniors dont blame me becoz of that okeyz...
So 5 choice......is......wait i think i forgotten 5 and 6 choice hehehehe sorry..!!ummm so on the 22 Dec that i know which school im going to if i want to know which school i go can go by MOE website or go school.Ya correct2 but not the sec school its your primary school go to office for some of you who don't know...then the next day on the 23 Dec you have to go the school that MOE has choosen for you...to go there and buy new uniform,PE,shoes and books but dont know when is the Orientation day maybe i check wif my friendz and i want to start in a new life...!!
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Saturday, November 14, 2009
What Hurts The Most..
Ok today im a bit hurt and jealous also frustrated too...first of all i dont know y my fmaily and friends does not know my feelings at all times...am i awkward or stupid like shit!!!???whats wrong with them and just now my sister buy my sis handphone y cant i have it???!!!its so unfair i feel like beating them and crying to tears...!!!whats wrong with them do they have reason to unlike meme at all times....when they want to talk to me especially the sisters they talk to me like im a stranger not that i dont like them its just that it feels uncomfortable...and i always have to remind myself not to be jealous or hurt everytime....when they need help they always call me when i ask them for help they didnt even do a single thing... i think they only talk to me for the important things only when i talk to them about others NOT IMPORTANT ANYMORE if they want to die let them be i give up already i cant take this anymore!!! the only thing will be happy is my results thats all if i pass and my birthday that day both of them very happy but for me i only happy eht my parents and friends but NOT MY SISTERS ANYMORE!!!if they read this i guess they will surely regret this...BY THE WAY THIS IS ONLY FOR FAMILY PROBLEM NOT FRIENDS PROBLEM...sometimes i hate my sister soo much i didnt cry form the outside but in the inside it hurts sooo much!!
Are they treating me like their sister but for me not at all not even once when i talk to them it feels awkward for me it isnt when both of them talk so nice but FOR ME LIKE SHIT!!!!like for example i give a clue mmmm....LIYANA WHICH SCHOOL YOU WANNA GO?? thats all they say always talk about school school school!!!do they any problems with Me???am i dead am i a starnger am i crazy person or am i not their sister?? this what my reason is this...and also y do they have treat me like this...and thx to my mum always encourage me to be strong but for my sister no way they want to talk about this my parents always keep a secret whenever i tell them but for the sister NOT AT ALL!!!!didnt talk about their problems i always say to them my problem but when i talk about it they only OOO so pity liao GO TO HELL AH!!!i dont think their my sister at all they treat me like an animal like a dog and they are taking care of me aiya what for might as well throw me into the dustbin then i can rest in peace!!! when my older sister but for the second sister handphone can leh but when i ask her i want MP3 cannot!!! i know that i spoil only two but she buy to cheap thats y spoil stupid!!!next time i need to be brave and right now shes behind me..GTG Byez!! need to be happy!! :)
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Tuesday, November 10, 2009
All Became Korean Fan
Wow is kinda weird first of all i like korean idol cause of a reason but suddenly my whole family likes korean channel and also actor/actress even the song too...